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is a summary of my life and my work. Don't believe everything I
say, I tend to exaggerate a bit. However, I always stick to poetic
truth, as the thieves in Eduardo Galeano's story about the old man
and the letters. Remember? In any case, the really important stuff,
is not in my résumé. It happened almost unnoticed
in the secret chambers of the heart.
I am a writer because I was blessed with an ear
for stories, an unhappy childhood, and a strange family. (With relatives
as weird as mine there is no need to invent anything, they alone
provide all the material for magic realism). Literature has defined
me. Word by word, page after page, I have invented this hyperbolic
flamboyant me.
In the last twenty years I have learned one thing
for sure, my friends: nothing makes my soul sing more than writing.
It makes me feel young, strong, powerful, happy. Wow! It is as invigorating
as making love with the perfect lover, which in any case, is almost
impossible at my age...
From the fabric of life novels are made. A novel
is a long and patient proposition, like embroidering a tapestry
of many threads and colors. I work by instinct, without knowing
very well what I am doing, until one day I turn it over and look
at the design. I never really end a book, I just give up. There
is always more to tell, another twist in the plot, another surprising
character, more that could be changed, edited or deepened. A story
is a living creature with it's own destiny and my job is to allow
it to tell itself. I enjoy the process of writing without thinking
much of the final result. That's my agent and my publishers' concern...
I love the time I spend alone and in silence in
my study, weeks adding details to create the unique world of the
story, months allowing the characters to grow and to talk for themselves,
years trying to understand their motivations and their passions.
A novel requires passion, patience and dedication, it is a total
commitment, like falling in love. For me the first impulse that
triggers the writing is always a profound emotion that has been
with me for a long time; time reveals the motivations and gives
me enough distance, ambiguity and irony to narrate it. It is difficult
to write in the middle of the hurricane, it is preferable to recreate
the story after the furious winds have passed and I can make some
sense of the debris. Struggle, losses, confusion, memory, those
are the raw materials of my writing.
For me life becomes real when I write it. What I
don't write is erased by the winds of oblivion. I forget a lot,
my mind betrays me, I can't recall places, names, dates or faces,
but I never forget a good story... or a significant dream. Writing
is a silent introspection, a journey to the dark caverns of memory
and the soul. Fiction, like memory, moves from revelation to revelation.
I write because I need to remember and overcome.
It is from memory and a sense of loss that the passion to create
emerges. Every book is an act of love, an offering that I prepare
with great care, hoping that it will be well received.
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